I started to cry the moment Jammi told me to write to you. Right there and then I felt the infinite love I have for you. I knew that all I have to do really was look at you to find my healing.
Thank you for loving the me, the Jen of 2016, as much as you did. I have no idea where you found the blinding courage and strength to go through what you went through. I admire the way you so proactively took charge of your healing. I remember you going online, finding all of those books, reading while crying through all of those books, and, with every fiber of your being, putting all of those theories in action no matter how excruciating.
It was beautiful watching you fight against the resistance to open your heart to slowly fill it with grace and love. Jen, goodness, I have no idea how you did it. I'm in complete awe that you managed to get yourself through 2013, 2014, and 2015 on your own. It was just you and your beautiful heart.
I remember the time you were going home from FC sometime in late 2013 and early 2014. You thought you were having a conversation with yourself but looking back now I know you were talking with your angels. I am alone you said to which your angels replied: You have yourself. That is enough. And then I remember a deep sense of calm settled within you because you connected to the truth that your Higher Self holds true.
ISANG PAGPUPUGAY SA KUNG SINO KA NOON, NGAYON AT SA HINAHARAP. MABUHAY KA!
Asahan mong itutuloy ko, ang Jen ng 2016, ang laban para sa yo at sa mga susunod pang mga Jen. I will fight for you as bravely as you fought for me. Mahal na mahal kita.
I have no more words at the moment. This feels exactly like when Kriya and I are asked to define who we are to each other. We just have no words for it.
But this will be done every month during the full moon.